
On every weekday I arrived
at the reading room on 5th Avenue,
12:45 pm sharp
The exactitude will do, stated
the lost Brotherhood of Amman,
their archaic view still consisting of
78! ways to arrange the life
All this took place in the Medieval times,
that much I learnt from the books;
one way was the Lovers
Alienated by the plurality of the present,
foretelling has gone, discarded
To paraphrase: the waiting of afternoon
The yellow light burns
the colors off of your lips,
the railway station, a vertigo
at the foot of our secular steeple
I envelope your grin,
the negative marching orders
back into their skin
Pictures of your head
in prolongated positions,
your hair on the rack, attached
underneath the lengthened fingernails,
in the extended darkness,
on the catwalks whence
I bought you that dress
I thought I’d be more arrogant here,
my eyes on the Autobahn,
its foreign miles, the contracts I believe
each foreigner knows
The light squeezing through
the lay light, it’s meant
only for the other lights,
museum airports, the speed
and the finales I’m so envious about
The junctions my hood has passed
have forged me this Purgatory,
a pier, a dark moment where
I no longer see the expressions
on your face
Frank Sinatra—Frankie,
the Chairman? Yeah,
Ol’ Blue Eyes, he starred
in that one movie
and sung about the city
Elsewhere Samuel L. Jackson went blind
played the piano
big
bad
black
motherfucker
Reed, grass, ponderous
whale bones, corsets, shafts,
ravines, drowned suicides, sexes,
reefs and sexless lust
From blue to red
I embrace the spectrum, believing
on the flatness of the life
or that I’m
the first skeptic
The skies bear their brunt,
the dark mass that turns
off the lights, the record around
The needle searches and finds, I
invent a myth more
My bedroom turns cold, the screen,
the cloudless sky and the
constellations stay here
to keep me company
Smoking a cigarette on the balcony,
watching the cathedral, the Latin inscriptions
of the unknown and the unconscious
people passing it by
Life is all about thinking
in foreign languages and keeping
your plants alive

Trapped by the snowfall, the high voltage wires and the broken radiators, we talked, at last, the mute letters; why the important looks so small, even the astonishment; why we quit, trickled out into the faded penstrokes, underneath the postmarks, the creased corners, the teeth and the perforations.